Memoir-essay collection by Palestinian writer and activist Fawaz Turki reflecting on decades of exile, political engagement with the Palestinian national movement, and the evolution of his thinking about resistance, identity, and the meaning of Palestinian liberation. Turki grapples with the contradictions of political life in diaspora and the gap between revolutionary ideals and political realities. Continues the autobiographical project of his earlier works. Recommended for researchers working on Palestinian exile literature and political activism, the contradictions of diaspora political engagement, and the literary dimensions of Palestinian national consciousness in the second half of the twentieth century.